Wednesday, September 7, 2022

Possible Disaster


Something bad happened. Worst case scenario. At first I didn't want to say anything about this. Not because I wanted to hide it, but because don't want you to worry, until I know more. Because what happened, happened and it is now outside of my control. Also, because talking about it, it makes it even more real. But since I had to announce it on my Patreon, I couldn't hide it here.

The hard drive where I keep my work started malfunctioning, until it stopped responding. I gave it to a specialist to try and recover anything he can. Because of that, I'm not able to post new rewards this month and that's why I had to mention it in Patreon.

The good news is that MoGi Origins is mostly safe. The game is in a server where both me and Titan have access and work on. But there is a lot of important data in my HD, such as plans, dialogues and art that are not in the game yet, due to the various delays. Any bit of data that I lose would be a piece of me that I would never get back.


This is so bad that my brain can't accept the loss just yet. So I try to focus on the positives. Usually I keep backups, but most probably that backup has been overwritten by other data. If that's the case, part of it can be recovered. I have many HDs and I was sure I backup everything, I just can't find it right now. And even if I do find my backup, it must be about a year old, so every new thing I did in 2022, won't be there. I had time to only scan 2 older HDs with Recuva (data recovery software) without any luck.

The damaged HD needs 15 days of slow and deep scan. This should recover many of my files. If that fails, I can try another specialist. Also, I tend to keep many files while I work. So even if I lose Ucogi115.fla, due to disc corruption, there is a good chance that I can still access Ucogi114.fla. So yeah, there's hope. The surface scan currently can save only about 6% of the HD, but the deep scan may as well save over 80% of the content. That's what the tech guy told me.

This procedure would take place during my vacations. So even though it ruins my mood, at least I know I wouldn't be able to work if I was at home. I would just sit around wasting time, doing nothing but waiting in mental agony. Other than that, I hate myself because of how sure and cocky I was with my backups.

I'm sorry that you have to hear all this. I was hoping to tell you after everything is resolved, so that you won't be at the edge of your seats for the next month, like me. I will try to forget about it, because there's nothing to do but wait. I will write more when I have any updates. Hopefully I will get good news. And to think that I wanted to go on vacations and get back full of energy to start working... Now I have this sinister cloud in my mind to deal with, because this is not only my fault but a stupid rookie mistake as well. I really need to escape my own head even more that before. I have devoted my life to these files. Which may sound stupid. But I think I won't be the same person after this. One way or another.

Regarding Patreon, the only thing I could to in order to compensate for the lack of new Rewards, was to share two games that I was working on my free time. EnigmAttic and High School Crush (demo) are semi-educational couch multiplayer games. I programmed them myself in an attempt to start making games without having to lean on other programmers. I was very happy with my progress and the result, even though they never got very popular. This might be the last version of the games, as their data and fate are currently in limbo.

        


Other than that, I proposed to Titan to visit me in my vacations, even for 5 days, so that we can work and can finish up some things, without any distractions. I haven't got a definitive answer since I asked him, 2 weeks ago. Which probably means "no". But I will leave him a document with things to do in my absence. Let's see how that goes.

 

12 comments:

  1. well shit that sucks man.
    get some rest dont deal with this bullshit during your vacation.
    then come back fresh and power trough.

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    1. Yes, that's what I plan to do. There are solutions and there would be casualties. But all I can do is face the consequences when I return.

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  2. just give up on making games.
    and sell pics and animations instead
    like a animated comic or something

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    1. Every company learns through their first mistakes don’t listen to this fucking dumb ass

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    2. I consider my failures to be part of my progress. I assume his comment regards my 2 games that werent popular. I still like them a lot and I learnt a great deal. So it wasnt a waste of time for me. That guy just needs porn.

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  3. It's a good idea to keep a mirror of all of your work with a person you do trust enough to return it (Encrypt it if your trust with them doesn't go further) at times such as these.

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  4. Good luck with the recovery! I hope you get everything back. I also tend to keep only a partial backup (mainly the stuff inside git), and full backups only once in a while, so the same thing could have happened to me too. -.-

    Why are you using an HDD? SSDs are supposed to be more secure, as for when they fail, they only fail to write, but not to read. So your data should still be accessible in case of most failures. And everything is so much faster :)

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    1. I use external hard drives. I think they are cheaper than SSD. Maybe my work should be in an SSD next time.

      I have no reply from the technician yet, and Titan wont meet me during my vacations but he will work on Succubus2 during September.

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  5. there are a lot of different recovery softwares out there, give them a shot.

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  6. what's new? or has the development stopped?

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    1. I got back from my vacations last week. Since then I'm in bed due to covid. The tech guy has recovered 30% of my data and can recover at least 60% but it would take more time. And Titan said he would have finished with a bunch of stuff by the time I'm back but he hasn't replied yet with any updates.

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    2. Wishing you the best of luck with all of it.

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